As some of you know, my hubby and I are church planters. We have been trying to plant a church where we live for the past four years. Year one was great….had a lot of people coming. But then a few people moved away and we have been just struggling to stay alive for the past year or so.
This year we decided that we needed to up our anty a little more, get on the ball, do lots of outreach…even if it’s just my hubby, Big E and I. For this Sunday we decided to do a 10 foot banana split sundae. We did this in our other church we were pastoring in New Brunswick and everybody loved it…so we thought…”hey why not try it here?”
We tried it over the summer with some block parties that we did and it always went over well. So this past Thursday we decided to go put out posters on the telephone poles around town advertising that we were having “The Best Sunday Ever!” and having a 10 foot long ice cream sundae.
Well Friday and Saturday it rained pretty much so we really didn’t know what would happen on Sunday when we arrived at church. To be honest….I wasn’t really expecting a whole lot. The past year has been a very disappointing year for us. We have been let down, discouraged and frustrated beyond belief. We thought doors were opening and then they slammed in our face. Things just weren’t going according to our plan and we thought God had shut some doors.
Well…things aren’t supposed to go according to “our” plan are they?
Last night I was sitting in my chair thinking…”I really don’t want to go to church tomorrow. It’s going to be discouraging. Nobody is going to show up. We have people coming to sing and nobody will be there…and that’s just embarassing.”
My faith was small. Smaller than a mustard seed. So small that you probably wouldn’t be able to see it under a microscope. I was defeated. I was ready to give up, throw in the towl….and walk away.
We went to church this morning. 10:00 came…we started church with 10 people. Better than four…but I could feel that our crew was discouraged. Then about 10:15 four more people showed up…and then at 10:30 eight others showed up. So we had 22! This is great news!! It’s been a long time since we had 22.
I was excited…but quick to remind myself that I should have believed God would do big things in the first place. I felt like a little kid who got scolded because my faith was so small….non existant really.
God is bigger than my faith…. THANK GOODNESS! He can do things….only He can make things happen. Only He knows the future. Maybe our church won’t take off this year…(i’m hoping, praying and having faith that it does!) but at least we reached people today that may not have even heard about God before today.
Now….that’s worth more than any number in church attendance.
Praise God!
Laura