Fog

Sometimes life is hard. Sometimes there seems to be a fog so big and thick around you that you can’t see through it the matter how hard you try too.

In those times it’s hard to trust in God. Why? Maybe because we are human and our mind can’t see past the next 12 hours. I don’t know the answer to that but I’ve been in the fog many many times before and you know what? Eventually the Son comes out, breaks through the fog and finds me. He shines His brilliant, glorious light down on me and shows me a way through the fog. He reminds me that all I need to do is trust in Him. Just like the last time… He won’t let me fall. He will catch me. Sometimes life lessons are hard… Sometimes I skin my knees but He’s always right there beside me waiting for me to put my hand in His.

The future is unknown to me. I never know if I will have a full weeks pay to buy some groceries. I don’t know where I’ll be in a year or two. Will I still be in the same place? Will my friends still be my friends? Will I have an extra child as an addition to our family?

So many questions… So many unseen answers. So. Much. Fog.

But, just like before, He’s there… Waiting for me to grab a hold of His hand and walk with Him. I just need to trust.

Sometimes it’s just so hard… But I will do my best.

Laura.